IF God was real wouldn't he....?

Sorry, but the man has a point. I didn't choose to be born without a thyroid. Hell, I didn't even choose to be born. And yet, when I'm forced through hardship, I'm supposed to believe that my life is a gift? Free will is an illusion. You do as God says, you get to be a pawn and go to Heaven. You don't, you burn forever. How is that free? That's the biggest form of blackmail ever invented.