Do you feel like screaming till you faint?

Yes, I feel like that all the time. I can feel my blood pressure get high and I get hot. The sadness and the maddening "why?" questions don't go away. I can't explain why causality got me locked in my own home unjustly, but it happened. THis is awful, and I am out of appeals. it's another year I am stuck here. It's awful! I can't even go get my mail without permission, drink, or take unauthorized medications, or wear clothes! I don't know why screaming satisfies, but it feels like it often does.